~Intentions~
Shame is all you have to offer
don’t worry your not to blame
Suspicion ties to crude intentions
actuality shallows, We’re in deeper than we ever knew
I find it hard to believe they’ll pick you over me
If you walk away
Leave and I’ll stay
you turned your back on me
And now I’m better off
Shame is all you have to offer
don’t worry your not to blame
Over my head
I know, I should have seen this coming I’m in over my head
actuality shallows, We’re in so deep
actuality shallows, We’re in deeper than we ever knew
You’ll leave instead
And we might never be
You gave up on me
And now we’ll never see
Do you exist outside of my mind?
~Disbelief’s~
You caught me weak
My dreams were dried and empty
You caught me weak
I hid the truth
But you could feel them dying
(you could feel them dying)
There’s a doubt growing
Inside of me changing me
I can’t believe anything anymore [2x]
I lost my sense of pried It’s buried inside
Myself and it’s making me realize
I starved myself of the fruit
that gave me life
And you choked on the fear
Of hate in me
Deceiver you are just a seed
Of disbelief that grows in me
Deceiver [2x]
I lost my sense of pried its buried inside
Myself and it’s making me realize
Holding on to anything
That will rid myself of this sorrow
The lies that changed me
Begin to erase me
I’m a deceiver
In my own skin
I’m a deceiver [2x]
~Blindfolds ~
I will never be held down By you again
All these years now I’ve realized
I will never be held down By you again
All these years now I’ve realized
You’re living every day
Like you’ve been blindfolded
One day you’ll realize
You’ll never find, never find
what you’re looking for
You hide from reality
Has always been
always been your weakness
You’re the first to blame
all the others for your mistakes
You should have known that this would tear us apart
Why can’t we be something
more then this
You left me stranded
At my weakest moments
You always thought
That you were never the one
You always thought that you would never fall
I’m never gonna bring you out of this
You’re not the saint
that you proclaim
This world will swallow you
It’s just a matter of time
You should have known that this would tear us apart
Why can’t we be something
more then this
And reach out your hand
Im searching for answers
I’m losing everything
So reach out your hand
I’m searching for answers
I’m losing everything
I’m losing everything
[We can’t all walk on water]
[We can’t all walk on water]
This life has left us sinking
Below the depths
Falling further and further [2x]
Maybe I’m not the way that I use to be but at least I tried my best to make it through without you
And even though it will never be the same we’ll make it out alive
I’d rather choke on all your words
Sever the ties look past all the lies
I am through with you
I’ll walk away from this [2x]
~Illusions~
When did reality become so real
There’s always a consequence
There’s a haze gazing back at me
A hatetred pulsing through my veins
I’ll leave you like you left them
I’ll steal the life that you stole from me
I was lost searching for you
But you already found me
There’s a hope growing in you
You pull the air out of my lungs
And I wanted to be there
I wanted, I wanted
I blame myself for wasting time
No one will ever know what I’ve lost
I will remember Everything
All the things I couldn’t see
My hands are shaking
From the thought of this
If there’s a hell lying in wait
Then I’ve already seen its gates
Willed by lust
I hope the souls of the damned peel the flesh from your bones
I was lost searching for you
But you already found me
There’s a hope growing in you
You pull the air out of my lungs
And I wanted to be there
I wanted, I wanted
I’ll drag you to hell
~Burdens~
I hope you find happiness
in this nothing life
that you’ve created
Falling and failing
is only the first step of
the dead end future
of which your after
Hide your faults to, to help you sleep at night
It will haunt you, nothing will
Be the same
As my mind clear it see
You were only a burden
Your presence is forgotten
My mind is clear
You were the only burden
Burdens I had
I don’t need any of this
I was scared of losing this
what you abandon
I was lost and unaware
I thought I lost you
but you’ve really lost me lost me
Ambiguous claims of your love and affection
It proves the meaning of nothing at all
It proves the meaning of nothing at all
Hide your faults to,
to help you sleep at night
It will hunt you
Nothing will be the same
And now I’ll sleep
With peace in mind
~ Vices~
Humanity how much longer
Will you allow
Their hollowed eye’s
To overshadow the truth
It would only take A step of faith
And I can promise you
a better tomorrow
If you stand with me
We’ll push through their conviction
Their judgement never meant anything and even though
Our ambitions lies scattered
We’re holding on to everything
You never thought
We’d make it through this
And I alone can’t provide the way
But being trapped by our fears
our hatetred
We’ll realize there’s another way
Oh I think I’m drowning in my past
I’m looking through insecurity
I can’t let what happens stay
Bottled up inside of me
I wanna know
I wanna know
What it takes to believe in me
If I gave it all to you
why can’t you trust me
Oh my god if I could take it back
If this is what you call living
Then I’m already dead
Oh I think I’m drowning in my past
I’m looking through insecurity
I can’t let what happens stay
Bottled up inside of me
I wanna know
I wanna know
What it takes to believe in me
If I gave it all to you
why can’t you trust me
We all have our vices
I gave it all to you
[we’re all surrounded]
[we’re all surrounded by heretics]
We all have our vices
I want to know
what it takes to believe in me
what it takes to believe in me [2x]
~Fears~
fears come to my attention
stare in the face of untamed aggression
I saw, life flashing forward
Holding back the strength left inside of me
Returned in fright
I keep falling
In a darker daze
Till I’m crawling
This is my own betrayal
In its finest
What would Make me think
That there’s nothing left for me
What was my mistake
I have forced myself to breath [2x]
Breaking me apart
I thought i’d never fall this short
Holding back I can’t believe myself
I won’t be held captive
If you can’t hold your own tongue
Your the reason there’s filth on this earth
I will rip out and slaughter
All fear I have manifesting
Inside of me
What would Make me think
That there’s nothing left for me
What was my mistake
I have forced myself to breath [2x]
~Demons~
Throw it back again
Now you see your against them walls
Torn with indifference’s
Between the ones who have lost it all
One day you’ll peace this together
And maybe then you’d redeem this soul
There’s nothing left here
For you to rap or take for your own
Because you couldn’t seem to speak the truth
I’ll never be the one to save you
I’ll never be the one
Until you’d admit that you were wrong
If this means I get to watch you burn
I’ll be the one who will light
the first match
If this means I get to watch you burn
I’ll be the one who lights that match
No one will hear you
Your own demons will rip you apart
[2x]
There’s no hope for you now
You’re living in the shadows of hell
Because you couldn’t seem to speak the truth
I’ll never be the one to save you
I’ll never be the one
Until you’d admit that you were wrong
That you were wrong
I’ll never be the one to save you
I’ll never be the one
Until you’d admit that you were wrong
You cried out for redemption
But even you couldn’t save yourself
[2x]
~Curses~
Persistence
Slows as I’m reminded
My Resilience
Crumbles with my soul
When things should get better
they only get worse
They only get worse
This is a dark blessing
Or maybe a curse
Or is it something worse
This is a dark blessing or maybe a curse
Or maybe worse
This was the only thing,
the only thing I,
the only thing I regret
IAshamed of myself for ever beleiving, Believing in you
You won’t forget me
I won’t forgive you
you wouldn’t let me
This hate is endless
This hate is endless
This was the only thing,
the only thing I,
the only thing I regret
Hate overwhelms me
This hate it compels me
This was the only thing,
the only thing I,
the only thing I regret
I’m ashamed in myself for ever believing, Believing in you
I’m not the one losing sleep over this
I had regrets but I’m over it
I’m not the one losing sleep over this
Im over this
~Barriers~
The dead dug in
their fingertips
They’re pulling me under
Pulling me under
Possessed in a blur of repeat
I find myself bending
Bending the question
is my heart lost
The truth is
I do feel sorry
I feel sorry for you
It speaks to me
When nothing else does
It feeds me
When I am starved
Nothing but bones I crawl
Nothing but bones I crawl
Nothing but bones
I see your barriers
You’ll see me tear them down
The truth is
I do feel sorry
I feel sorry for you
And I’ll never[x2]
Forget what this is for
And I’ll never[x2]
End up like you
I find myself in every breath[x3]
in every breath
I’m the damned
I’m the damned to be
If I do not succeed
The truth is
I do feel sorry
I feel sorry for you
And I’ll never
Forget what this is for
And I’ll never
End up like you
move my feet
I’ll let you hear how these steps speak
Each step speaks
-Brittany Ryan
-Brittany Ryan
you’ll never find, never find, what your looking for,
that hiding from your reality,
has always been, always been your weakness
You’re the first to blame,
all the others for your mistakes
You, you should have known,
that this would tear,
that this would tear us apart,
why can’t we be,
something more than this”
— legacy (via iliveforbreakdowns)
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